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We have read your story, thank you for sending it to us. Can we
suggest you print it out and show it to the person on 1st December
because it explains so well how you feel; it might make it easier
for you two to work together.And we are sure your Dad loves
you and cares for you very much - he probably feels just as
frustrated as you that it is so difficult to help you through and
out of this difficult time. Neither of you are failures, you are both
doing your best to care and cope and manage, and so is
your Mum. We will keep our fingers crossed that your meetings
go well.
Hello i wrote a story not long ago called about coping with emotional, school and family
problems and how it feels on the 10 November 2009 .
Everything is still not better im still going through so many school problems as well
depression and CAMHS and a lot of stress all i want is for all of this to go away its pulling
me down i have been off school all week because i can not cope also i have been sick for the
past couple of days because im overloading too much stress on myself but no one
understands im making me self physically ill and mentally ill because there is no one to
turn to im taking this all on my shoulders alone even adults cant deal with me and my
problems thats how bad things are and getting for me i dont know how iv got through so
much in this past year but im trying to stay strong but its breaking me up inside so much :
( .
Camhs me and my parents had two meetings two weeks ago i am now seeing someone
else on the 1st dec as my phycastic did not help me at all i have now seen 5 people
which is very frustrating but i just hate opening up to people because im scared what they
will do with me and how they will react :( everyone is saying to me that i need to open up
to this person on the 1st dec but NO one understand how hard it is when you have so
much going through your head and also when youre not confident about saying how you
feel and how you think and how you act life is hard i hate it being this way .
School they can NOT cope with me they have now got the principal of the school involved
because my subject teachers can not cope and my support staff cant cope they dont know
what to do with me any more i now have to have a meeting on monday 23rd nov they told
my dad that i could be signed off school or suspended till i get better because they dont
know what else they can do with me and im not well enough and safe enough to be there.
My dad does not understand any more he has just gave up on me he said i am ruinning
my education when its not my fault i am ill i understand he is saying this because he is
not going through so many probelms when he says this i feel like an failure i try try my
hardest but thats not even good enough for any one . My mum understands what i am
going through as she suffered from depression .
I FEEL ALONE ....
Mates they are trying their best to help me but its too much for them they always ask
whats wrong but i dont tell them i just cover it because i dont want to upset or put so
much on to them they become over stressted then they cant cope with their day to day
lives .
Everyone is saying you will get better how can it when i have had this for a year and im
going through problems now and in the past . My Physcastric told me that if i dont start
confiding in people i am not going to get out of this black whole i wish some one would
understand me and try to be in my shoes and see how they deal with this at 15 i am
nearly 16 in dec and i really do not want to start my 16th off like this but i can see in my
own eyes its going to be like this for defooo .
I will write another one and keep you all updated .
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