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The Fake Smile
Really messed up today,
Feeling outta control,
Im really not impressed,
And actually quite depressed.
I'm extremely sick of trying,
So sick of crying,
When inside im only dying
Feeling strong urges to harm myself,
I just feel so destroyed and really annoyed,
Dont want to live to waste yet another day,
So i'll lay here looking up to the sky and pray,
Pray that all my pain will soon go away,
I'm extremely sick of trying,
So sick of crying,
When inside im only dying,
Seriously am loosing the will to live,
Feeling i have nothing else to give,
Finding it really hard to just fight back the tears,
and keep on fighting at my fears,
I'm extremely sick of trying,
So sick of crying,
When inside im only dying,
Feeling so low today,
I pick up the blade,
And stare at the cuts i have just made,
I'm so sick of hiding behind my fake smile
But i'll just have to keep pretending just for awhile.
I'm extremely sick of trying,
So sick of crying,
When inside im only dying
Constantly cutting and harming myself on the outside,
To stop all of my pain in the inside
Silently crying my heart out,
Yet no-one seems to be about,
Feeling so down and tearful,
i lay there and cry not daring to pick up the phone,
Trying the best i can to cope all alone,
I feel so very afraid,
i then turn to the only thing what keeps me
going throughout the day.. my blade.
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